||[Apr. 11th, 2004|06:01 pm]
The Starlit Sea -- A LOTR support community
How do you pick up the threads of an old life? How do you go on, when in your heart you begin to understand there is no going back. There are some things that time can not mend. Some hurts that go too deep, that have taken hold.
I just read this over in lordoftherings and almost started to cry. I have lost my obsessive passion in the past two months and I want it back. I don't even know how to explain it...I kind of "obsession-hop" from thing to thing, and it moved off of LotR a while back. But I'm slowly coming back over to LJ and reading communities and quotes and listening to STs and it's making me so sad. I want RotK to be out now, so badly, and I want the EE, and I want behind-the-scenes of EVERYTHING. I want, I want, I want...listen to me, how selfish.
I don't even know what I'm trying to say or if I'm making sense. I thought maybe you guys would be able to attempt to understand it though, since this is our support area =)